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on facebook and twitter with people talking about girls hitting guys and how fucked up it is, and it is. the person saying most of it is a friend of an ex of mine. it makes me paranoid because for some reason tequila made me so mad at my ex when i drank too much. there were 2 occasions in our three and a half year relationship where i hauled off and hit him. he never hit me back but i had full expectations of him doing so. now he’s told people that he had an abusive relationship. and he’s even said it while we were together. i don’t understand. it was wrong of me and inexcusable but why do you need to make it look like i’m such a bad person and you’re so great for not hitting me. also you have hit a girl before. before we had started dating at billy’s birthday party like 5 years ago you hit me in the face. sure i asked. maybe you should change your slogan to “i only hit girls if they tell me to.”  maybe i just feel guilty? but that isn’t the kind of person i am. everyone has had a lapse in judgement. especially in blackout mode. (that isn’t an excuse.)